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Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
11:35 pm - The Dixie Chicks
I just bought the Dixie Chicks' new cd and it is freakin fantastic. I just wanted to say that :o) BYEEEEEEEEEE :)

current mood: crazy

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Monday, May 29th, 2006
1:05 am - I feel funny
Oh my GOD! Ugh! What a night... day... lifetime... Sabres lost :( that sucks, oh well they can win the next two!

current mood: weird

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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
11:29 pm - Hey Yos
Well I'm all sweaty and junk. I smell like nastiness, but don't you worry I will be showering soon enough. I think I've finally convinced my hubby that we will be purchasing a bed this weekend, and for that I am much psyched. Well I'll talk to yos later byeyyyyyyy

current mood: okay

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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
11:19 pm - OHHHHHHHHHmymymy
I don't really have much to say.. but I wanted to say something. I am trying to lose some pounds and unfortunately I think my bubs are going to go first. Oh well that's life :) BYEEEE

current mood: determined

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Saturday, August 27th, 2005
2:05 pm - I am tired today...
It is one of those crappy days, where you just want to lay on the couch all day long, but you don't really want to, you just can't seem to get motivated enough to take a shower or do anything remotely productive. Which sucks when your husband doesn't ever seem to get in that mood and is like "why don't we go do something, lets go" cause sometimes I just want to allow myself to just be dumb like that and do nothing, because that's okay with me. I don't need to do anything else... you know? I don't know... anyway I'm going to go do some more nothing now. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Friday, August 19th, 2005
10:34 pm - Well Well Well
My My... so I haven't done this in let's see... a year. So I got married, like a month ago, well four weeks to be nearly exact. I am sorta drunk right now... like not throwing up or crazy drunk, just well lubricated I guess. There's so much to think about... I don't know what to choose first. I am a happy girl, generally speaking. I have a great man, a great house, I just suppose I have a need to figure out the rest. Not that my job is awful but it could be better. I am a social worker, I'm doing family therapy, and it's tough I mean I'll always bring it home with me... I wish I could leave it at work, it's like there is no way that that could happen. Too many emotions, to many connections I just feel for these people and so long to improve their lives, but I mean in reality I can do my best, but I can't make them change, I can only help them change. I'm sort of tired but not exactly, it seems that my eyes do not want to stay open so I think I should probably go..

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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
10:54 am - ARGALARGA
I'm sleepy. I feel like a lazy-bum. My boy woke me up at ten when he was already done with work, and I never even realized that he left in the first place. Just like in the army, my peacherini gets more things done before ten am then most people do in a whole day! YAAAAAAR I have eye boogers, I hate them, and my breath smells bad, lol but I don't really feel like taking a shower. ANYWAY, me and The Peach went down to the lake yesterday and watched sunset, and while we were there we experienced a "manmade seismic seawave" it was really cool. But anyway I have a headache so I gotta run bye bye!

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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
2:13 pm - hi
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current mood: amused

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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
11:49 am - La La La
I'm nervous. I have a job interview today, and I'm sure it's going to go fine, but yesterday I didn't care about the interview because I wanted this other job, and thought FO SHO I'm going to get it but then I found out i'm not so now I really want this one and because of that I'm nervous even though it's counter-productive to be nervous because I jumble my words and act like a jackhole... but anyway I'm going to dinner and to see Dodgeball tonight so that should make me feel better. Today's only Tuesday but it feels like a Friday even though it doesn't really make any difference what day it actually is because I haven't done much in the past month except try to find a job. Which is a job in and of itself, and one that I don't particularly care for. It's like every time a job doesn't work out... you feel rejected, so your confidence decreases and then you're supposed to say all this good stuff about yourself, and you're thinking... well lets see... ummm... I ate pizza today... is that good. AND THEN since I haven't been doing anything I start feeling more dumb... because the farther away from school I get the more I feel like chunks of my brain are just falling out with out my noticing... It's like someone will ask me a question and they have to repeat it five times ARG... well anyway here goes... time to put on a cute suit and a smile and hope that works for me. Later Ladies and Gentleonis. I gots ta get otta tis place. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Did you know that listerine is good for itchy flaking scalp... you should try it!

current mood: anxious

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Monday, June 21st, 2004
6:27 pm - OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Boy
Well, I'm tired. I'm really god damned tired. I have no reason to be, but I am. See I'm the first one to get my Master's in my family, and yet I'm the only one who can't find a job. Looks like that fifty thousand dollars I have to pay back is going right down the tubes. Anyway, so I'm getting married, to this fantastically fantastic man and I'm really excited about that, he's great, makes me feel great, love him with everything that I have, but I'm bummed, majorly bummed because the dude or the peach, if you will, wants to wear a powder blue tuxedo. Now, I'm all about free expression and doing your own thing, but my only issue is that I always dreamed of the traditional wedding. Sappy as it may sound I want the white dress and the black tux... SO I'm considering a compromise in which he becomes able to wear the powder blue ruffled ugliness at the reception and look devilishly handsome in the tux at the ceremony. I think that will work for me... I just hope that I'm not being to anal or conceited... any opinions on that will be more than welcome... so you know share them wit me babies! Anyway I'm tired so I'm going to nap for the fourth time today! YAY! Bye! Eating Carrots will help your eyes... so eat them up.

current mood: blah

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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
3:44 am
I'm noticing that home makeover shows are taking over the tv. It's like I just fell asleep and when I woke up there's some couple to a designer... I'm so broke I don't know how I'm going to pay for christmas presents... I guess I can just whore myself out.. there's always that ;) hehe...... you know what they say... gotta spread the christmas cheer somehow. I have a toothache and some junk to turn in tomorrow so I'm gonna try to go back to sleep.... I have a whole load of junk on my mind but maybe I'll get to that tomorrow..... later..... marmar

current mood: weird

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Monday, August 4th, 2003
3:36 am - my foot hurts :(
Yeah so I'm having a weird day... I decided it was time to shuffle through all the shit in my room cause it's really pretty filthy... and I found hundreds of old papers that I've written and along with them pages and pages of random things that I've written like poetry, thoughts, doodles... and it's weird because I make myself laugh... It's like I don't remember actually writing some of the stuff that I wrote so when I read it, it was as though it was all new to me and frankly I got a good chuckle out of some of it... yeah so my foot is swollen and I gotta go to work tomorrow... but I'm super excited my sis's baby is overdue and if there's no baby by wednesday they are inducing her... so yeah... :) I'm going to sleep nighty night...

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Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
1:15 am - Only dumb people think they have it all figured out....
I was really sad tonight.. I think I'm having a quarterlife crisis... and I really am uncomfortable in my own skin. I know I'm an intelligent young woman... but I'm also scared that I focus on the wrong things sometimes. I have this constant heartache that I don't let go of... and I don't need it. I talked to my dad tonight and all of my concerns about whether I would be successful or find the right person sort of disipated... and I was left honored by his thoughts.. He told me that I have the world "by the tailhairs"... and I liked that... and I think I'm going to go to bed.. so good night

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Monday, July 28th, 2003
2:13 pm - I'm burned... and I miss somebody I've never met
my vacation was.. well a little less enthralling than I had hoped.. The ride with the Uncle went ok. We got there and they had no where for us to sleep and seemed not to care all that much that we were even there. In fact my one uncle continually asked if we were leaving yet and pretended to be happy that we weren't... but we could sense the disappointment. So anyway we tried to pretend we weren't outcasts but it was clear that we were.. and we went on this boat ride with some of my cousins who think we are the "bad" ones. My aunt even thought that.. she told us these dirty jokes and even refered to them as jokes that we (me and Emily) would appreciate. ARG.. that's how I feel about that. So anyway the boat ride.. we're out on this boat he drops us off at this sandbar and says he'll be back in about an hour... well my sis and I happen to be the whitest girls in north america, and instead of coming back in an hour he came back in three and we were fried crispy... so bad taht we were shaking and felt like we had fevers.. we were pissed and decided to leave early... a 7 hour drive home... that was well worth it... arg family :) later kiddies I gotta get some junk done...

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Monday, July 21st, 2003
11:04 pm - groovy M&Ms are not groovy at all
SOOO, being that I work at a grocery store I see a lot of different things come through. Like Groovy M&Ms... I wanted to try some cause I the bag made them look cool and there was a chance that I could win five grand.. SO I bought some... I open the bag and what I saw was not groovy at all... these tie dye looking M&Ms were not so... You know the dust pieces that settle in the bottom of your M&M bag that you find when you're finished eating them? well those little chiped pieces are what they cover the M&M's in to make them look "groovy"... hmm I was thoroughly disappointed... but I'll live... I'm so bummed that I have to go back to work at 8 when I just got home from there.. but that's life I guess... I'm gonna watch a movie and contemplate my existance and eat more of these shit-dots.. I mean M&Ms... yay love you bye

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Saturday, July 19th, 2003
11:47 am - whoa whoa
I'm sleepy... I went to this bonfire last night with the wrong person. I mean I thought he was the right person at one point and when I see him I trick myself into thinking he's the right person but he's not. But anyway my best friend can be called my best friend again because he let me wipe my face with his favorite sweatshirt after I puked... now that's friendship :) I sliced my foot open on a pricker bush when I went pee and I can't get rid of this sneeze and coughing... ewww. I have to work today and I really don't want to. but it's not too bad only five hours.. I think I might go to the drive in tonight. Or I might do somethin else I dunno. We'll see I guess. I have this weird patch of dry skin on the right of my right knee cap and it's weird and discolored... do you think I have a disease?? yeah me neither... well I have to go take a shower and get ready for work even though I don't wanna... peace out yos ;) LOVE YOU!
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMary

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Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
12:36 pm - AHHH
poop... I just wrote about 16 intense paragraphs... long ass entry and I click the "update journal" button... and shit... it's gone... ah well.. such is my life these days.. bye

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Sunday, July 13th, 2003
1:57 am - ahhh
sooo my night didn't go as planned but I suppose it was not a dud... but I'm learning some valueable life lessons... you can't count on anybody but yourself... and god damn if that's not the truth... I guess I wish I had that one person... I wish I had that one person I could count on besides myself.. I mean there are times when everybody screws up no matter what... but I just wish I didn't feel this way I guess... it's sort of lonely when you get ditched.. but that's life... I"m gonna watch a movie and have a beer and I'll be around because I will... I just usually am I suppose... I love you all so much... and I will go to sleep and hope to god that my life smooths out... or at least that I can start to see it that way... I just have to trust myself and be ok with all of my faults and junk.. ick I'm babblign so much I don't like to do that... a funny thing happened today... one of my managers had his last night tonight and for a long time Lilo and Stitch has been playing in this tv that we have on display and he got so sick of it that he bought a video to put on in place of it... so he looked for the cheapest one and it was this Thurman Thomas training video... and for all of you people who aren't buffalo fans... thurman is a bill... but anyway it's really good stuff cause it's not.. it's like horrible but we gotta kick out of it.. and Tom let me chew gum tonight and blow bubbles which is one of my guilty pleasures... mmm gum hehe so that's what I did and it was fun times and I wish I had a cuddle buddy tonight.. I don't know where that came from but I soo do I want someone to lay with and play with my hair or something... eek ok I'm going to watch that movie... goodnight ;)bye RAR

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Friday, July 11th, 2003
11:28 pm
grrrrr... yep that's all I have to say... ya know I'm in an awful mood... sometimes I think the word "best" in "best friend" should be changed to "big jerky meanie pants butthole monkey friend" because that would be more fitting... at least for my big jerky meanie pants butthole monkey friend... GRRRRRRRRR mmm I'm gonan eat something cause I'm drunk and hungry mmm food k much love bye..

current mood: pissed off

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Thursday, July 10th, 2003
1:46 am
Arg... I can't sleep... for some reason I'm wired so I'm watching Even Stevens... hehe I'm gonna so pay for this tomorrow! eek... oh well that's life I guess... I love this song... bye kids have a goodnight and warm milk is gross...

current mood: awake

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